Posts tagged suicide

I might not be on for a while. I’m sick and i have lots of personal issues to deal with.
My best friend, Sarah Jane,(she only answered to Jane, Sarah was her grandma) my Skinny Love, killed herself on Monday night. I did not find out she was actually dead and not just in the hospital until this morning. I may make an audio post for her later, but I don’t have the heart to blog as I usually do. It’s my fault she did this and I hope all of you can forgive my actions over the next few days. I’m so sorry for what I may do to deal with this.

The knife has been put away.
The pin is back in it’s place.
The blood is all cleared up and all that’s left is a few nasty looking cuts on my hip.
I’ll tell my mom I’m on my period and get out of going to the beach tomorrow.
The threat has come and gone.
I am still so far from fine, but at least I didn’t go too far this time.